the end

And what seemed to be a never ending battle has finally come to an end, but sadly there are no winners. I did you wrong. I crossed the line and pushed you over the edge. I forced you to play the bad guy, and I am sorry. I know right now you may not understand my motives and why I was so forceful, but in due time, I know you will, and perhaps then you will find it in your heart to forgive me.

I lost not only a friend, but the one I truly love. I walk and wander as a whole, but my heart is a shattered mess with an empty soul trying to pick up those broken pieces. The road will be long and winding, and I don't know how I will continue down this path alone, but I must start learning. I will move on, but I cannot let go.



Baek Ji Young - I Won't Love

Yes, I was going to do that
I was going to go back
Your coldness did have a reason

It's only after the warmth of your touch had disappeared
that I realized your heart has left me.

Surely because of this affection I have for you,
I tried to console myself
Now I am more pitiful for doing this to myself
Now I will really erase you
All the memories too

Now, I have become just like you
As I say I won't love
Because I can't meet another person like you,
I can't love again
Like a fool, I won't love
And you who is saying that, is the one I love
I hope you forget me, please erase me

Foolishly I didn't see you had someone else
I was greedy for trying to remember you

Even though I promised myself,
I open my eyes every morning
and pray for you who passed by
for you not to forget me

Please, the one thing I am hoping for right now
Is for you not to speak about me so easily
Perhaps it's better to say that you don't know me
As time passes, you will know about the value of my love

Without me, don't love another who isn't me
If we can meet again
If we can love again
It'll hurt but I love you
I will watch over you and I love you
Because I couldn't say these words...