Everyone keeps on telling me to move on, let go, forget, and cheer up. But it was only until yesterday that for the first time I heard someone tell me to hold on and not let go. Happiness is not something we can easily find, so once we have found that person who can give us that happiness, hold on tight. Throw away that pride, disregard what others say, and just follow your heart. Only you know what truly makes you happy. If this is the person

Love takes time, and love is patient. Love means sacrifice, but love never leaves nor does it forget. Perhaps others may find me silly and even crazy, but to ask me to let go of what I believe to be worth it, to ask me to forget the person who has countless times put a smile on my frowning face, I simply can't do it. The wait may be long and difficult, but I'm willing to wait. The result may not be to my liking, I'm still willing to wait. No matter what happens, I'll continue to wait.

下一站幸福

"我喜欢你，好喜欢好喜欢你。如果人生是一趟公车之旅，我希望自己的终点站，在你这里，可惜不可能。但是无所谓，就算只能跟你坐短短的一站，我也没有遗憾，因为这一站，我看见的是最美丽的风景。谢谢你。我喜欢你，就算你的幸福，不在我这一站。" (I like you, I really really like you. If life is a trip on a bus, I wish that my final stop is with you, but this cannot be. But that doesn't matter, even if I can only be with you for this one short duration, I won't have any regrets because I was able to see the most beautiful scenery at this stop. Thank you. I like you, even if your happiness is not at my stop.)


Has it been as difficult for you? Are you tired of finding ways to avoid and ignore me? I'm sorry for making things difficult. It's my fault, blame my stubbornness. I can't seem to do anything right. It seems like all I know how to do is agitate you and cause you trouble. I'm sorry.

我的心只有你一个人

I'm starting to hate night time more and more because once the sky falls dark, all the hard work during the day keeping myself occupied and not think about things goes flying out the window. Today I was able to laugh and dance, and just not think about you, but when I saw the picture of you giving me a piggy back ride and the smile I had, that smile no longer exists.

I don't want to let go, I don't want to forget. I don't need anything, I don't need anyone. I don't need anyone besides you. I don't want anything at all, I just want you by my side. If I can have just one wish, all I wish I only want to wish to have your comfort.

我眼中只看到你 世界上只有一個人
只要想念的是你 我心滿意足

highlight

The one that brings tears to my eyes is the same one that puts a smile on my face. A few simple words accompanied by the memories of happier times was worth that month long sorrow I had endured. Thank you for being the highlight of my day.

Why is it that every time I try to forget, I try to let go, I try to move on, sometime happens and I end up back at square one? I miss having you around. I miss hanging out. I miss talking to you. I miss joking with you. I miss laughing with you. I miss being able to lean on you. I miss being able to run to you. I miss being carefree with you. I miss everything. I want my friend back. I want my mister back.

I hate myself so much right now. I hate myself for being so stubborn. I hate myself for not letting go. It angers me to know that it was because of my stubbornness that has caused you to hide and avoid me at all cause. Am I that unlikeable for you to want to avoid me that badly? I think I am. I wouldn't want to be near me either if I was in your position. Who would want to be near such a crazy girl?

幸福

我们两个曾经很幸福，很快乐。我遇到你，爱上你，一点都不后悔。虽然你已经离了我很远，不能像以前培在我的身边，可是我还要祝福你，也希望你可以幸福快乐。而我也会在这里慢慢得找到属于自己小小的幸福。谢谢你!

1 hour

原来爱情没有离开过。只是我记得，你忘了。

Why is it always me who has to say sorry first? Why am I always the one feeling bad? Everyday is the same, and nothing has changed. Everyday I wake up hoping and believe today will be a better day, but without warning and without reason, tears begin to fall. It hurts more and more with each passing day.

With the holidays just around the corner, everyone keeps on asking each other, what do you want for Christmas this year? 1 hour with you is all I ask for. 1 hour filled with nothing but fun and laughter.

Happiness, such a simple emotion, but why is it so hard to obtain?

It was sad to watch as your back turned against and away from me today. Our first encounter was exactly how i had imagined it; awkward and uncomfortable. We can't go back to being comfortable around one another now can we? The person I use to laugh with, joke with, tease, talk to, lean on, run to...that person is no longer there is he? The person that is left in front of me is but a mere a stranger, someone I'm afraid to approach, someone I can't and don't even recognize. Like dust in a windstorm, within seconds, everything disappears. Emptiness is all I feel.

I try to console myself with those past memories, but they seem to be fading and the only thing that appears is the cruel and lonely reality that I have to face each and every day.