It was sad to watch as your back turned against and away from me today. Our first encounter was exactly how i had imagined it; awkward and uncomfortable. We can't go back to being comfortable around one another now can we? The person I use to laugh with, joke with, tease, talk to, lean on, run to...that person is no longer there is he? The person that is left in front of me is but a mere a stranger, someone I'm afraid to approach, someone I can't and don't even recognize. Like dust in a windstorm, within seconds, everything disappears. Emptiness is all I feel.

I try to console myself with those past memories, but they seem to be fading and the only thing that appears is the cruel and lonely reality that I have to face each and every day.