I hate myself so much right now. I hate myself for being so stubborn. I hate myself for not letting go. It angers me to know that it was because of my stubbornness that has caused you to hide and avoid me at all cause. Am I that unlikeable for you to want to avoid me that badly? I think I am. I wouldn't want to be near me either if I was in your position. Who would want to be near such a crazy girl?