I was on a roll, almost 2 weeks without a drop of tear, but what's happening today? Isn't it funny how you always run into people you don't need to see, yet the one you want to see no matter how hard you try, you'll never see them.
Truth is, I'm feeling very jealous right now. Although I'm glad to hear that two of my very good friends are now at that "getting to know each other/casually dating" stage, I can't help but feel a little envious. Where does that put me now? Off to the side. Seeing 'cougar' become all flustered and embarrassed whenever I ask or talk about 'boo bear' reminds me of how I use to be, or how I still am whenever I think of you or mention your name. Watching 'boo bear' care for 'cougar' and messaging her, also reminds me of how you use to take care of me and message me. I miss sitting next to you, leaning on your shoulders and just having you close to me. I miss your warm embrace, and tender kisses.
I'm so useless
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