I want to say thank you to you for helping me start the new year with so much fun and laughter. Thank you for allowing me to feel the warmth I thought had slipped long ago. Yet even with all the smiles and joy, I cannot deny the loneliness I feel deep down. I see you standing before me, but what I want is for you to stand next to me holding my hand and telling me everything is going to be all right.
Every time we meet, no matter how hard I try, I find myself falling for you all over again. Each time we part, I foolishly wait for our next encounter. I can't keep track of how many times I think of you in a day, but I wonder if I even cross your mind just once? I keep telling myself to be happy, and that this is already enough. Having you not be angry with me and still be willing enough to remain friends should be more than enough, but I want more. It's selfish of me.
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