Greatest thing

Do you remember how I always say, "I can't keep secrets from you." This fact is true. I want to share everything with you, and let you know everything because you're the one I trust and feel most comfortable with. However, there is one thing I want to be honest with you about, but am unable to tell you for I fear it'll cause me to lose you forever. I've lost the friendship once, I don't want to lose it a second time. Although I know you're aware my feelings for you have not changed, but unlike before, I cannot tell you how much you mean to me.

You're the only person I can look directly in the eye without feeling awkward or embarrassed. In fact, I love looking into your eyes each time we talk, because it makes me fall in love with you all over again. You're the only person that can make me laugh and cry at the very same time, even onions don't have that kind of ability. Although I often say and ask, "why do you always disappoint me?", and even you yourself have joked that disappointing me is your job, the truth is, you never do. Regardless of how sad I may be when you say 'no', I understand.

While talking to Edward yesterday, he made the comment, "you let go of something great," and for a split second I thought did I really let go of something great? But then your image appeared, and I smiled. You are the greatest thing that has happened to me. People may say I'm crazy and think I'm foolish for waiting like this, and putting so much effort into something that guarantees no return, but giving does not mean you must and will receive something in return. I admit I would be lying to myself and to you if I were to say I don't want anything in return, because I very much wish you would reciprocate your feelings to me, and allow me to be that person standing next to you, but if it makes you unhappy, I rather watch and care for you from a distant.


畫心
(Painted Heart)

看不穿 是你失落的魂魄
Unable to see through your wandering spirit
猜不透 是你瞳孔的顔色
Unfathomable, the color of your pupils
一陣風　一場夢　
A passing wind, a waking dream
愛如生命般莫測
Like life, love remains undefined
你的心　到底被什麽蠱惑
Your heart, what confuses it so?
你的輪廓在黑夜之中淹沒
The outline of your body disappears into the night
看桃花　開出怎樣的結果
I watch the cherry blossoms, waiting to see how they will bloom
看著你抱著我　目光比月色寂寞
I watch you embracing me, your eyes are lonelier than the moonlight
就讓你　在別人懷裏快樂
So I let you seek happiness in someone else arms
愛著你　像心跳難觸摸
Loving you, untouchable like a heartbeat
畫著你　畫不出你的骨骼
Painting you, I cannot paint your skeleton
記著你的臉色　是我等你的執著
Remembering your expression is my reason to persist in waiting for you
你是我　一首唱不完的歌
You are a song that I will never finish singing
(我的心　只願爲你而割捨)
My heart is only willing to be cut for you