Day 2 & 3

My head is spinning, my temperature is rising, and my body is about to fall apart. I breathe out hot air, my nose is runny, and I can barely swallow the tons of liquid I'm suppose to be drinking. As I lay here underneath my mountain of five blankets, rather than getting the rest I need, I continue to toss and turn trying very hard not think of the sorrow that still lingers within.

One of the worse human characteristic is jealousy. Why do we have it? In fact, why do we need it? It usually does nothing but brings out the worse in people. Countless wars were started because of jealousy and greed. However, I too have become a victim of this trait. It's silly of us to think we can run away from certain things in life, but the reality of it is there are just some things we cannot avoid no matter how hard we try. I say I don't mind, I say I don't care, but when confronted I cannot help but tear. I hate seeing you with another girl, regardless of who she may be. For in my mind, she is a competitor, and she may be the one to take you away from me.


爱到底，伤倒底，还不分离
爱上对手尝尽委屈
我怎会死心塌地